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Aug 30, 2010
OKAY.
I'm really not in the mood to update my blog.
But I'm waiting for a video to buff. So.. I'm gonna keep it short but then not so sweet cause I'm too un-bothered to do that.
Been gym-ing quite a lot.
4 times 2 weeks ago.
5 times last week.
This week, 1 time but of course it's a Monday and I'm STILL counting.
There's a week left for the holidays, then I'll be busy doing assignments, catching up on Econs and stuff..
Sometimes I really wonder whether I should continue Econs as a major. HMM. God help me.
But I'm quite firm on Statistics, but that's just maybe because I've done zero research on my other option (Econometrics).
Slack Slack Slack.
The only thing I'm absolutely hard out at is going to the gym everyday, currently.
And also looking forward to Sundays. I love Church, I love God. And it's been awesome after the conference. I've seen so much more, grown so much more, experienced so much more. And also see others coming to God. Getting saved. ETC.
Ps. Sophie Barrett said
"We are/need to be more than nice people."
Why? Because we don't need Jesus to be nice, she said. Which is SO true.
Anyone can be nice. But not anyone CARRIES the grace and mercy and love that comes from God.
That said, is enough =)
**I'm really hungry.**
Labels: Averages
Aug 20, 2010
My blog's pretty dusty.
Sometimes I feel like deleting it.
Should I, should I not?
It's not about who read's it, but about how I can express myself without talking. Because I tend to suck in story telling. A proven and actual fact.
Plus, it's actually kinda fun for me to type alot.
Labels: Averages
Aug 12, 2010
You know what's so cool about this week?
Today is the start of Arise conference.
3 freaking days of rock-God-life impacting-cheaper gelatos and coffee(discounts).
Then there's another week more to mid term break (2 weeks of holiday/sheer joy/much needed rest/much needed time to catch up on my Econs).
Seriously, can my uni life get any more relaxing than this?
HMM, I don't know whether to appreciate or to complain here.
On one hand, it's fun, relaxing, and totally not stressful, the other hand, it's worrying cause come on, it's not primary school anymore?
Hearing from my friends back in malaysia getting screwed up by the tonnes of assignments and exams all the time makes me wonder whether I should pity them or myself.
Some things just can't be taken for granted ay?
Stuff that I want/should think about:
1.Student Exchange Programmes.
2.Getting an iPhone 4????? (my dad would kill me, lol)
3.Delete some people from my FB
4.Go to the gym more often.
5.Study harder.
6.Get a part time job.
7.Read the bible more (not kidding here).
8.I'm out of ideas.
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Sometimes I feel like I'm always fighting the same battle that drove me miles away.
I punched, only the reflection of myself through an array of mirrors.
Shards of glass, a thousand cuts, pierces me.
Hurting no one but myself, bleeding on the same spot.
Didn't you know when you break something, it will never be the same even after you fix it?
Damned, how could you be so careless?
Or maybe you're ignorant or selfish.
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PS:My one hour break is up. Time to go to class. FLY!
Labels: Averages
Aug 5, 2010
Pendulums- An apparatus consisting of an object mounted so that it swings freely under the influence of gravity.
I don't know why, I just feel like emphasizing the power in the phrase "swings freely under the influence of gravity".
Maybe it's some longing for freedom?
Because deep down, I still know that I am bound.
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I wish to disappear for awhile.
Tempting, tempted.
But I never found a place or a time where it seems safe enough to do so.
Sometimes I feel like as if I'm a ghost. A shapeless form?
And then sometimes I feel I'm haunted, especially in my dreams. Usually haunted by school buildings. My primary school, my high school. Weird eh?
Images come into my mind sometimes, some good, some bad, and some even suicidal.
......
SHIT.
Labels: Averages
I dreamed weird yesterday.
Like ultimately weird. Cause it made me pray after that.
This is going to sound childish.
Anyway, it's about me and L, we're like Bond girls or something trying to attract James Bond. With our talents/beauty and stuff.
L was in a beauty competition, and she won first prize. W was there as well playing his role as her bf. (I can't believe how this can still appear in my dream).
Of course, I got jealous because of her winning the competition/hurt cause of her being with W.
And then something happened and we were in a mansion. L was showing off her piano skills. And at the moment when I was almost invisible to Mr.Bond, I wrote poems (which was my talent in that dream). And uhm, Mr.Bond was somehow turned on by that, so he wanted me instead. Then L got jealous, and she tried to sabotage me.
I could still remember how her face looked liked, with very weird makeup on which did not cover the jealousy burning within her.
Gah, this is going no where.
Then there was another part, where I jumped off the cliff for my sister.
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It's so freaking weird.
What I prayed for was that I would not get jealous by her "success" in having W in the end and going to LSE. Basically, the things of the world and that I will not be fulfilled nor be satisfied by having love, friendships and possessions.
I prayed that it was God who fills me and makes me happy.
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I still think it's weird cause it was like maybe 2 in the morning? I prayed right after I woke up from that dream.
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This post is ultimately useless anyway, so, don's waste your time reading it.
This post is ultimately useless anyway, so, don's waste your time reading it.
Labels: Dreams
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