Jan 12, 2010
In Paul Coelho's book, "the Witch of Portobello" , a sentence doesn't make sense or at the very least very hard to decipher, if all the words were joined together. The spaces are crucial.
Although you have mastered the words, yet you haven't mastered the blank spaces.
Keeping in touch with yourself. Meaning your soul, intuition or primary emotions. But the word soul has more significance to it.
Sometimes we would drown ourselves with things that surround us. Work, Objects, people anything in this world. Until we become so tired and just slide into a trance, detaching our bodies from the current world and just be who we really are inside, that has been waiting too long to break free. And then when exhaustion takes over, we surrender, with sweat or maybe even tears, to much relief. We feel released, finally.
U know, yesterday i felt my soul was wandering away from my physical body. it's getting harder for me to keep in touch with it. It's calling me to catch it back quickly before i lose sight of it.
It's so scary because no one was there to talk about this to.
And i felt very insecure over my own being. The pathetic-ness of it.
I can't live like a sentence that doesn't make sense just because of the missing blank spaces in between.
I cant work the hell of myself just to forget what is bothering me.
I need those blank spaces. I need my place of rest. So that when i finish a word, being provided that blank space, i can focus again on the next words that come along to complete the sentence.
So when this happens, I need you to be around.
But you're not there.
Labels: Mood swings