If We Could Shout, Would You Do the Same?

I'm going to Subang tomorrow.
God knows how long I've waited for this day to come.
Plus factor, i'll be staying with L, instead of my sister. Thank God.

Dun get me wrong, it's not that i dont like my sister, it's just i need to be away from everything and just be myself. do what i want to do, do what i NEED to do. without any constraints, curfews. i really dun want my sister to be worried about me or in any way burdened, during my stay in subang. because it would be difficult for me to get things done.

A golden opportunity to recuperate, just what I needed.
I need to end things that have been left hanging last year. It's eating me up like crazy.

So I pray to God,
Please, let everything fall into place once again. All hurt forgotten, new doors open. People that I care for the most are people who I am having problems with, the bitterness of it be gone I pray. There are too many things that seems so uncertain. I have waited patiently for this opportunity. Help me to make the right decisions, to say the right things. I don't want to lose another piece of my heart, so little that it's left.
Amen.