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4 years ago
Dec 31, 2009
I think I watch too much TV.
Because what I have ever heard about Singapore and seeing Singapore through a television screen was quite different when I set my foot on it.
In both good and bad ways, lolz.
Singapore, where it's like Malaysia but WAY better (Everyone knows that). Imagine if only Malaysia was like Singapore, epicness =D
Me, being the first time out of the country, had not turned on my international roaming, so my hp was practically useless because it says "emergency calls only", *sobs*. Couldn't receive/send sms or calls..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This left me feeling so naked without being able to stay connected for a few days. Painful Lesson learnt.
I stayed with my aunt and her family. Cherrie, my cousin niece was our(my elder sis and 2 bro's plus me) tour guide throughout our stay.
We went to Sentosa Island, Vivo city, Suntech, and of course Orchard Road.
I don't know whether it's because i didnt go to the fun places in Sentosa but I honestly felt that even Sunway Lagoon was better. At least I had a better fun in SL. which was totally a disappointment because I had higher expectations for Singapore.
Stupid TV commercials and newspaper advertisements. *hmmph*
We ate in subway, which i cannot believe that I actually went there, because everyone knows i am a SUPER ANTI-SUBWAY orang.
But it ain't that bad for a few reasons. first would be that it's not halal. i had the chicken and bacon sandwich. and then the macadamia nut+white chocolate cookie and double chocolate chip cookie was amazing (which is not availabe in malaysia). thumbs up for subway in Singapore!
We ate in subway, which i cannot believe that I actually went there, because everyone knows i am a SUPER ANTI-SUBWAY orang.
But it ain't that bad for a few reasons. first would be that it's not halal. i had the chicken and bacon sandwich. and then the macadamia nut+white chocolate cookie and double chocolate chip cookie was amazing (which is not availabe in malaysia). thumbs up for subway in Singapore!
I always had a fear for the underwater creatures. Weird looking fish. or, crabs. Gigantic sharks, whales. *shudders*
But it ain't that bad when I went for the Underwater World thingy. I put my whole hand in the Touch pool, stroked a sleepy fish and held a starfish.. =)
AND, also, i had a python draped over my shoulders, which the man had not asked for my consent. Me, feeling the reptile's skin using my fingertips, caressing its cool body, scaly but smooth enough. I was thinking "so this is how it feels like if i were to have a snakeskin whatever @.@". then next thing i know is the snake was on me.. SCARY MUCH but ha! it's kinda cool to experience this.woo~
Shopping.
It's either Singaporeans are DAMN lucky, or our Malaysian government sucks......... ZZZ
Branded goods are like normalities.
I got a pair of Crocs for only $49 SING after a 30% discount. My sis had the same pair of crocs and a very nice bright red strappies from ALDO's on 70%discount for $60 SING. But in Malaysia, it would have been about RM300.
What I pay for a pair of NOSE in RM, equivalents to a pair of ALDO's in SING dollar on sale.
It's just too unfair!!
Dammit.
Other than that, the best things that happened in Singapore would be spending time with my aunt and uncle, with Cherrie.
Aunt is a MARVELLOUS cook. absolutely FUN-TAS-TICK.
Very fresh taufu with minced meat, amazing ang ku kuih, homemade otak-otak. and she even makes "da pau", and we even had "lei cha"!!! plus, her fried fish (mackerel)was heaven at the first bite. juicy and sweet altogether, just like... me? =D
We spent the nights playing cho dai di, and learnt to play bridge. Lotsa fun and laughters. till my insides hurt. you know when something is so funny until u laugh got no sound one?? THAT hilarious.
One thing i realised is that i talk ALOT of CRAP plus i laugh like a drunkard when i'm tired and my brain's all mushy, not functioning well. Cherrie puts it in a way that i'm "entertaining" myself. Good one. XD
Oh YA. THE MOST AMAZING THING ABOUT SINGAPORE in comparison to Malaysia.
Hold Your Breath.
1...2...3...
TA-DA!!
Cool eh? I was so amazed when I saw this! and not only they use Honda City for driving lessons, but also Toyota Vios, And Hyundai Jazz.. awesomeness!!!
A far cry to our Perodua Kancil.
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I must say that Singapore is definitely a nice place to live in. It really is comfortable. Clean, safe and efficient. But, i cannot deny that i missed Malaysian roads, the mamak stalls and sorts. I miss switching from English to Chinese to Malay, all in one conversation. I miss saying "Canggih-fying", "mahu makan apa", "let's yamcha later", and so on...
HAIZ.
Now i do think that i'll miss Malaysian culture if i were to study overseas.
I'm still a Malaysian after all.
I can't believe that i'm going to say this but....................
There's no place like home.
THERE, I SAID IT!!!! XD
Pictures speak a thousand words =D
Yong Tau Fu amazing-ness
Best ang ku kuih in the world
Double chocolate chip cookie from Subway
Macedamia nut+white chocolate cookie also from Subway.. MmmMMmMMmmM, my fav cookie in history!
Universal studios in Sentosa Island- to be opened in the first quarter of the year 2010
SCARY death ride yet to open>"<
One of the pictures i took in Underwater World
ICE CREAM bread, WOOTS! multi coloured bread with a thick slab of mint chocolate ice cream. epicness =D
And finally
Cherrie, myself and Sis.
I love/loved Singapore!!! =DDDDD
It's either Singaporeans are DAMN lucky, or our Malaysian government sucks......... ZZZ
Branded goods are like normalities.
I got a pair of Crocs for only $49 SING after a 30% discount. My sis had the same pair of crocs and a very nice bright red strappies from ALDO's on 70%discount for $60 SING. But in Malaysia, it would have been about RM300.
What I pay for a pair of NOSE in RM, equivalents to a pair of ALDO's in SING dollar on sale.
It's just too unfair!!
Dammit.
Other than that, the best things that happened in Singapore would be spending time with my aunt and uncle, with Cherrie.
Aunt is a MARVELLOUS cook. absolutely FUN-TAS-TICK.
Very fresh taufu with minced meat, amazing ang ku kuih, homemade otak-otak. and she even makes "da pau", and we even had "lei cha"!!! plus, her fried fish (mackerel)was heaven at the first bite. juicy and sweet altogether, just like... me? =D
We spent the nights playing cho dai di, and learnt to play bridge. Lotsa fun and laughters. till my insides hurt. you know when something is so funny until u laugh got no sound one?? THAT hilarious.
One thing i realised is that i talk ALOT of CRAP plus i laugh like a drunkard when i'm tired and my brain's all mushy, not functioning well. Cherrie puts it in a way that i'm "entertaining" myself. Good one. XD
Oh YA. THE MOST AMAZING THING ABOUT SINGAPORE in comparison to Malaysia.
Hold Your Breath.
1...2...3...
TA-DA!!
Cool eh? I was so amazed when I saw this! and not only they use Honda City for driving lessons, but also Toyota Vios, And Hyundai Jazz.. awesomeness!!!
A far cry to our Perodua Kancil.
*************************************************
I must say that Singapore is definitely a nice place to live in. It really is comfortable. Clean, safe and efficient. But, i cannot deny that i missed Malaysian roads, the mamak stalls and sorts. I miss switching from English to Chinese to Malay, all in one conversation. I miss saying "Canggih-fying", "mahu makan apa", "let's yamcha later", and so on...
HAIZ.
Now i do think that i'll miss Malaysian culture if i were to study overseas.
I'm still a Malaysian after all.
I can't believe that i'm going to say this but....................
There's no place like home.
THERE, I SAID IT!!!! XD
Pictures speak a thousand words =D
Yong Tau Fu amazing-ness
Best ang ku kuih in the world
Double chocolate chip cookie from Subway
Macedamia nut+white chocolate cookie also from Subway.. MmmMMmMMmmM, my fav cookie in history!
Universal studios in Sentosa Island- to be opened in the first quarter of the year 2010
SCARY death ride yet to open>"<
One of the pictures i took in Underwater World
ICE CREAM bread, WOOTS! multi coloured bread with a thick slab of mint chocolate ice cream. epicness =D
And finally
Cherrie, myself and Sis.
I love/loved Singapore!!! =DDDDD
Dec 25, 2009
Wat i meant is that im typing in the dark, this is not an emo post. haha, u wish.
I realised i have too many posts in Mood Swings! Darn, do u guys get bored by them?
It's Christmas! No fireworks. hmm. really, i feel that the air of this festival is still sleeping under the beds of snow. or at least in malaysia, ppl are getting lazier and harder to be enthusiastic over something each year. Including myself, what a shame... XD
let me give u a description of "Ern Tsyr's perfect Christmas" version.
Lots of good food that includes turkey, bread pudding, cream, cakes and red wine for toasts.
with, people who i love most. friends and family.
with family, it will be a more formal event. proper and spiritual.
but with friends, who knows whether we'll get drunk like skunks at the end of the meal and start doing crazy stuff and regret the next morning but still laugh uncontrollably at it the next week on how stupid we were?
Presents are of preference.
But most importantly,
It's a day of love for each other. gathering together in one place. catching up and briefing on the "I Miss You, where are you?"' moments in the past. to renew our feelings for one another.
It's also a time to reflect on our mistakes, our wrong doings. and hope to forgive and forget others weaknesses as well as our own. Cuddled up with all the love and comfort in the air. Absorbing every good feeling with no worries. It's so nice and warm, which onli comes once in a year.
Was there a difference between the Christmas you had this year and last year?
I hope that this year is better. and will get better the next year and more nexts.
The feeling of Christmas, may it be ever so magnificent, and splendid to each individual.
Therefore I toast to a great year ahead.
Toast to new friendships and relationships.
And Toast to friends that I have now. For an undying friendship. May it always burn brightly, whereever we are, or whoever we meet in the future.
To memories that will stay forever.
Christmas has some magic dust to it. shake it. jump up and down! Spread it around like wild fire. WooWee~~
Merry Christmas everyone =)
Dec 23, 2009
I have a feeling that i don't belong here.
As weird as it is, the people that i've met along this journey, seems like i'm still walking alone.
People tell me how good I am to them.
As much as I want to say thanks, it's quite hard to really say that, i put in effort to be nice to you.
Maybe i'm already a nice person in general, but i want to be an extra nice person to certain people.
Those certain people, feels like they're not here yet.
Because to those whom I have given the extra, it's not what I thought it would bring me.
I am happy to give. But what I get is not happiness now, but emptiness.
And when I receive, I receive unexpectedly from people whom I never think of.
Sometimes I feel guilty of this. For not appreciating those who treat me better than I think I deserve.
But sometimes it makes me angry at those who I think I should receive from. Because of the extra that I have given.
Maybe I'm giving to the wrong people.
Sigh, why are my relationships so weird????
Dec 22, 2009
To go somewhere that's new, places that i never knew.
Breathing this different air, while having a heart that's so much in despair.
When does it end? I ask myself.
Running away, my legs carry me. But for how long, and where will it be?
The burden feels heavier as I take each step even though it was the same when it came.
Does the heart really have such a capcity to feel so deeply?
I am amazed to be true.
I wonder how many people had felt this before.
Or am I just an abnormal case?
Sleeping on this foreign bed, the four walls, unfamiliar.
Sometimes, this, brings me even more peace than fear as I find rest in this place.
Don't people say home is where the heart is?
I'm confused, or maybe just tired.
Sigh, I should stop here.
If not, I'm going to be boring to read again.
*picks up the Emo bag and leaves*
Dec 19, 2009
I wonder.
Whether the things that I do for others, does it bring to anything?
Maybe I'm just not the right person to give to that certain somebody.
But now I think, should we just ignore the blessings that has been given by others, just because it's not from that"special" somebody?
Why is it so important who is it from? Does this kind of expectation do any good?
No matter from who or what it is, can't you see when it is genuine?
WHAT IF, you just can't get that particular person to feel the same way as you, do you have any rights to be angry at him/her?
I think, there's no right nor wrong. You're just letting yourself into endless disappointment.
Let's just say, it's a perfect love triangle.
I love you-you love the other-the other loves me.
Won't I get hurt if I were to give a whole heart, present it as an offering to you, but you couldn't care less and just throw it away?
Wouldn't you get hurt too if you gave your whole heart to the other, and the other doesn't appreciate as much as you want them to?
What happens if this case scenario goes around for a long time? Continuous chain of hurt I would say!
But if we break off from that triangle, be free, get a new life.
Won't it be much a better experience for all of us?
If things like this happen, it's NEVER FAIR.
So, stop being obsessed who it's from, just appreciate the damn thing that's given. And what you already have.
Doesn't the past of what you had, and have lost, bring any lesson to you?
Stop throwing whatever things that came from the heart of someone, and expect others to keep yours.
Don't go around getting angry about that thing, when it's the same thing that someone else got hurt by you.
Treat others the same way you would want others to treat you.
If you want others to appreciate you, make sure that yourself appreciates what others have done for you.
Sometimes, things like this sound like karma. Doesn't it?
Don't people say, it's the heart that counts?
GET OVER IT DAMMIT. IT'S FUCKING STUPID.
And i mean it.
Dec 18, 2009
Randomness of the day: Gardenia bread + milo powder = great chemistry in my tummy
0 comments Posted by Ern T. at 5:12 PMYES! it's about food =)
i get hungry fast these days.. ( why ah?)
maybe my metabolisms up, which is good news... so, im taking in small portions of meals about maybe, 4 times a day?
I know I can eat more, but argh, that stupid "you wanna lose weight, right?" conscience is bugging me. But weirdly, im not exactly feeling the resistance to "good but definitely harmful" food, and i think i broke up with my lover (chicken rice balls).
My tummy's becoming a stranger to me... what's happening!!! XD
Anyway, i would want to dedicate a song to Malacca's weather.
Katy Perry - Hot N Cold (let's sing it!)
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know
And you
Over-think
Always speak
Cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You!
You don't really want to stay, no
You!
But you don't really want to go-oh
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down....
The weather has been playing games with me these days... I'm serious!!!!!
ARGH, it was so hot last week, and then now, it's raining everyday!!
Just when i started to enjoy the weather, it suddenly becomes the
opposite of my liking.
And when I want to go jogging, it suddenly RAINS.
BOO THE WEATHER!! BOO SAMA YOU!!
(and now, it rains for the FOURTH time within the past 4 hours...)
Dec 17, 2009
We started our journey, knowing nothing.
Walking along the beach, leaving our trails on the white sand, so happily indeed.
Suddenly, a big wave approaches, and splash! All our foot prints have been washed away.
No evidence to proof that we were there, no nothing at all.
I cried for my efforts were wasted. But you hold me close to comfort me and said...
"Hush, don't cry, don't worry, it's fine. I'll remember today because it's also mine."
After seeing so much betrayal going around. my friends, getting hurt all over. and myself being affected by it.
I am sitting, staring which seems for such a long time. Waiting for what? Just to pass the time of another meaningless day or for something to happen? What's the difference if I could see or if I could not?
So, I close my eyes, looking into the darkness behind my head. With a small candle light, I walked that small pathway,careful not to fall and get hurt, to my heart chamber. I knocked on the door labelled "Thoughts", three times, *knock*,*knock*,*knock*, but there was no answer. I turned the knob but it was locked. Just then, i felt my pocket, and lo and behold, a golden key. Praying, by chance, that it'll fit this stubborn door. With a steady hand, i put the key into the keyhole, and it worked. Like magic.
The rusty door creaked as it opens, the awful sound, evidence of old age. There is nothing in the room, except a small round table at the centre, lies a piece of paper on it's magnificent smooth marble surface. I picked it up and was marveled by its delicate handwriting.
We met at the same spot, like unknown strangers.
Brought together by the winds of Fate.
We took a deep breathe and embraced ourselves.
Preparing, for the four seasons of Life.
Time has passed without knowing. It seems like it was just yesterday we knew each other.
Our memories speak of love and joy, but also hate and betrayal.
Why does our bitterness outweigh the sweetness that we had?
Oh, what does our heart say, when things turn bad?
Why isn't the love that we boast of in the days of the past, stand strong when we most needed it?
Our pillar, our stronghold.
Without it, what are we?
When did we start wearing masks, I can't imagine it.
Is it too silly to hope for such transparency?
Greediness, selfish desires, fear and hurt.
Destroying each of us one by one.
Making us fall apart and fading slowly,
When will the pain stop, and go away?
Will we just let our hearts go separate ways?
Even when it pleads, "don't, please stay don't go away!",
Is it so easy, to just let go?
Scars are hard to heal, but some never will.
So, my dear friends, whatever that we have in our hands.
Decisions and responsibilities. Be it the best for everybody.
Don't give false hopes but to bring ourselves to reality.
Let it be true, than just lies and pointless waiting.
Dear friends do you not agree what we had was something real?
I beg you, do not hurt yourselves and each other anymore.
Bruises are dark, purple and black.
But, if it's the heart that's hurt, who knows whether it'll suffer, until its death?
Therefore, when someone fails, please learn to forgive and forget!
So that when we look back on our younger days, sweet memories are all that's left.
*To H,L and W: I love you all, always have and I pray, always will*
Dec 15, 2009
Today's a good day. woke up at 9 plus. Nice weather. Lovely =)
i was supposed to go to an education fair organised by AUSED with Hau, but he went for a class trip oredi.. is that considered he FFK me?? =(
But luckily, we all love MSN right? =D
i met Celine online, whom i have known for 10 years. And seems like she wanted to go too! so~ yeah~~ we go together~ woo~~
About Celine, she's that girl who's the VERY feminine (please take it as a compliment) type. A lovely girl who loves her family and friends. always laughs at my lame jokes, and one of the few persons who still has a constant relationship with me even though we're physically not there with each other=)
ANYWAY, because onli I have a driver's license, i automatically become driver laaaaa... (Celine, PLEASE go get ur driver's license oredi!! or else i charge u everytime i have to fetch u..! XD)
PLUS, IF u've known me loooong enuf, im a Lu4 chi1, meaning, NO SENSE OF DIRECTION. (but im still a good driver k!)
Celine's job: my unpaid personal navigator.
We reached the Education Fair approx... 1.30pm? And spend about 2 hours there. I applied for Monash sunway campus, and Celine (because she's soooo blur that she didnt know that she can apply with FORECAST results, hence didnt bring any supporting documents, she didnt apply for anything) asked for info's on law courses.
Almost at the end of our time in the fair, i found out that Celine *ehem*,(proudly announcing) has an even worse of sense of direction than me (not going to tell u about it or she'll kill me definitely!), thank God we didn't end up in Mars or something on the way to the fair~!
The Blur/Cute moment is like this:
We were just on our way out, entering into the lift. talking about going to UK, AUS or NZ.
Celine: I don't like UK, the ppl there are not very friendly...
Me:True also.. and the weather there very depressing!!
Celine: yeah la! (planning to go australia) eh, Tsyr, u kinda make me wanna go NZ u know.
Me: No one is stopping you.
Celine: BUT, NZ is so far away!! cant imagine when i get homesick..
Me: haiya u... no matter where u go, as long as it's overseas, when u get homesick, u cannot say" oh, i miss home, i wanna go back tomorow!" u can get an air plane ticket jus like that meh! *sigh*
Celine: haiya, at least i know it's not that far away ma, not like NZ!
Me: where got, it's near AUS onli la (draws an imaginary world map and points out locations of NZ and AUS)
Celine: No... it's up there(pointing north-west)... i got a world map at home one ok!
Me: what!! no way! im VERY sure it's downnn ( u wanna bet me???)
Celine: haiya, yeah la! u're very smart la!
But we continued argue-ing all the way to the car.
SO, when i got back home, i DID check the world map. and guess wat?
point proven =)
Love ya celine, for u're blur and cute at the same time. just like u hate and love me at the same time, right?=D
knowing u for 10 years,and many years to come, and i know u want to be my bridesmaid, but i hope u get married first, so that u cant be my bridesmaid =P
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
*hugs and kisses*
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