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Jul 29, 2010

I play a routine.


I get up early to get ready for uni.
Down my breakfast in 5 minutes (sometimes cereal or pieces of toast), trying not to choke.
Then I hike up the hill to attend my classes for the day, almost always punctual. This is for Monday to Friday.
Saturdays are mystery days. I have no idea what would come up on a Saturday. I can't recall any repeated Saturdays. Sometimes it's someone's birthday, or a pot luck, or a trip to somewhere out of town, escaping its busyness that would slowly drown me if I don't pause to breathe.

Sunday, I'm always always, and always busy. From morning till night. Church service in the morning/Dynamite if I'm on duty that day, then Sunday market/lunch. After that, I would rest at home for a couple of hours or so then back to church again for the evening service. Supper would be the next event, it lasts till 9pm++ depending on how long we stayed in the restaurant, chatting/laughing/waiting for our orders.

Sometimes I'm happy playing the same game all the time, for a month, two months, I can be so happy that you'll think there's something wrong about me. But then, I get tired and frustrated, and may throw a tantrum or sink into a depressed mode.

Sigh, growing up sure ain't easy.

The only time that I have for myself is actually on Wednesdays ( I don't have classes on that day). I could either be slacking the whole day. Or do something random, like cleaning the house/cook something out of the many recipes I've downloaded. Yesterday, my cooking adventure ended up with chicken coated with maple syrup and pecans, which would taste really good if only I had used boneless chicken breasts. And then I cooked tomato-based sauce-with-beef-meatballs-pasta for lunch, and even cooked extra for my friends. Then I signed up for the gym in uni with a friend. Worked out for real efforts of 40 minutes.

Give me a day where I'm totally free (meaning that I'm delaying my work). It can be the most boring day or the most random day it could be for the week.

Now that it's Thursday, I've got tonnes of work to do. Really a lot.
I ask myself, why the heck didn't I use my Wednesdays to get some work done?
Sigh, I need to smack my own head from time to time.


Jul 26, 2010

Schedule for the week.

Starting Monday- Frank's bday party, 6.30pm till God knows till wat hour.
- Quan 111 tutorial work to do
Tuesday- Get gloves and a binnie
Wednesday- Attempt to do assignment for Quan 102 and Quan 111
- Info 101 workshop work to do
Thursday- Quan 102 tutorial work to do.
Friday- After class, pack up my bags. I'm going on a ski trip for the weekend =D
Saturday- Have fun wetting my bum and get my fingers numb from the cold. Hopefully there'll be lots of snowball action.
Sunday- Back to Wellington. Sunday church service. Supper. Brush teeth. Sleep early
cause class starts at 9am on Mondays.
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Monday (August 2nd, two assignments due on the same day same time) hopefully my assignments are all done before I go for the ski trip.

Most Important event. Friday 6pm. Sam, a dear kiwi friend of mine is leaving for Japan for a year to teach English. I wouldn't be there to send him off, cause I'll be on my way to the snowy mountains.

I'll miss him alot.
I'm missing him already. =(

Ki wo tsukete itte kite.
(Take care on your way, and come back safe)

Jul 22, 2010

Unemployed

Borders hadn't given me a call for my application.
Screw them, I would be the best employee they could have.
Pifft and Sigh, I guess there's no way to work now.
I've given up applying for Whitcoulls. OMG, need 3 referees at least. Plus, it's so much harder to fill the forms in than my uni application.

I'm not giving up hope, I'll apply for Borders again during summer.




Jul 20, 2010

Just Stuff

I haven't been typing a decent post since forever.

It's like a stage that I haven't passed yet, everything is, so inconsistent. It's the same play/script, the very same theatre with the same props.
Familiar enough, maybe I could even close my eyes and still know where things are, or where they should be. BUT I keep falling/failing where I should have mastered by now.

Sigh, all the frustrations in life, ever present, but more prominent than its usual scale.
This annoys me to the maximum.
This really demonstrates how weak humans (or at least myself) are, or can be.


I realise this is going to get so depressing again.
I really do have a problem.
Now, Bittersweet Symphony is playing in my ears , and it's cheering me up abit already.
Again, I'm amazed by how music can affect my (and so many others) mood.
(Can I stop using the word "again"?)
It's a gorgeous sunny day despite the fact that it's still winter.

I'm signing off to seek some career advice. Apparently, I need some. But more importantly, I need God's hand.

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Why do I expect myself to be more perfect than I'm not?



Jul 12, 2010

New Trimester

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLlll.


I failed one subject. Management 101.

SCREW IT. I never liked it, never liked the lecturers (except for one), and my tutor, and my tutorial class.
PFFT, no one imagined I would fail this subject, considering that my command of the English language is pretty awesome (by my standards) and im not stupid.

I'm really upset by the fact I have to repeat the whole ordeal of MGMT assignments, I swore to myself that if I had to search for another Maori article I would might as well be dead.

I loathe this subject, just too much.

This trimester, math rules! Yay for me, a horror to many?
I'm having two Quan subjects, Econs and Information system.

I can't wait to tackle some math questions. =)

PS: I may drop both Econs and HR as my major. In need of good advice


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