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Mar 27, 2010
Dammit.
I received an email saying i have to pay for brokerage fees for renting my apartment.
damn damn damn.
ARGH, CURSES.
It's not really scamming, just that i felt they were so cunning. Cause I'm caught totally unaware. And I wouldn't be so frustrated if I knew that I had to pay for broker's fee in the first place.
GAH, this sooo pictures the reality of life.
Bummer.
Labels: Averages
Mar 24, 2010
I'm in the library, currently making quick notes from the text for my management assignments.
When I look ahead, it's the window.
That gives me the overview of countless miniature houses. The sea. The green bushes. Mount Victoria. The sky and clouds, implying a stormy weather.
I really love it here. and now.
But there's still a prick, a thorn, that hasn't been removed.
I wish it away. And it is gone temporarily.
Labels: Mood swings
Celine Yong.
In the course of knowing you and being friends with you.
It's been indescribable.
All the years that went by so quickly between us.
Let me count, since when we were in standard 3. Young age of 9 years old, now we are (actually only you) are 20.
Even though there were times we were apart for unreasonable reasons. Like going to different high schools.
But for some reason, I believe that God has placed us in a unique friendship. That no matter how long how far we are apart.
We are still friends. Close friends. Best friends. Or however you label it, it doesn't matter.
Because you and I are always genuinely happy, honest and caring for this friendship.
There's no hurt to remember.
No betrayal.
Just a pure friendship, hopefully never stained with the ugliness of broken promises.
Love ya Celine, take care.
Have a great birthday!!! =D
*Hugs and kisses*
Mar 23, 2010
Doing assignment sucks. and I have TWO due on the same date.
I'm pretty much living a pretty normal life. Cooking sleeping shitting facebooking watching tv, typing away furiously at my lappie.
Trying not to think too much. Trying not too be hold back by the ghost of my past. Yeah, why do I sound so pathetic?
Anyway, I'm doing bicycle air kicks for fun while watching TV when Hau's not around, if not it'll look weird. My tummy and back hurts from it.
Sigh, no pain no gain?
But truth is, I'm GRADUALLY getting "shapier", thanks to walking uphill everyday when I get to uni. Dad called two days ago and I told him that Hau and I are slowly getting slimmer.
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Gah, I'm actually not in the mood to blog. Bye.
There's a MGMT101 lecture in 5 minutes.
RUN BABY RUN!!
Labels: Averages
Mar 18, 2010
Yo everyone.
The girl is back typing on her keyboard.
Caught a cold. Darn. I'm sniffing every time, beginning to think that people are calling me "Sniffing Girl" behind my back.
Anyways, it's been almost a week in the new apartment. So far so good. Except there'll be a problem if one of us wants to watch TV, cause the living room is also the study room. And I work best in peace and quiet. You know, this genius has its conditions too.
Been cooking, Hau is such a lucky bastard. Home cooked food.
Been finding ways to minimise my spendings. Not a very difficult thing to do.
I don' know why my queen-sized bed is giving me troubles sleeping. Maybe it's about the mattress being too soft, I don't know. I keep waking up in the middle of the night. GAHH, I'm so craving for long stretches of sleep each day. Sigh. Plus, it gives me weird weird weird WEIRD dreams.
Dum-dee-dum.
I'm doing ok in Econs and Accounting.
Management and FCOM assignments are creating more havoc than the subjects itself have already given me.
It's been so cold the past two days. My face felt frozen when I'm outside (exaggeratively). But seriously, my lips get numb from the cold.
A sign of autumn-ness. Then winter.
GAWD, can't imagine how cold it'll get then. It's only beginning of autumn.
Oh, and, I met some new friends from church. In particular Life Group.
Grace is Korean/Chinese.
Febrina is Indonesian.
And Li is from Shanghai.
Well, there are a few more but I'm closest to these as for now.
Grace and Febrina are the ultra-est cutest human beings I've ever met. Like, they're older than me a couple of years but they're just like.............................. kids?
I mean, they're really adorable and all =)
Li, is a.. hmm how to describe... I can't say a guy cute like a kid right?
He's sociable, he's nice. =)
Suka my NZ friends! YAY
I need internet access at home soon.
Labels: Averages
Mar 15, 2010
Monday.
This is Day3 in my new apartment. It has a queen sized bed for me to return home to. 32 inch flat screen TV. But a not so big bathroom. Quite cramped actually.Oh well, nothing's perfect?
There were a few things in my mind lately.
I realise that, I could actually just forget about it and not give a damn.
But because I still care. it just keeps making me upset.
It's like, trying to be a "kind/good" but stupid person?
Stupid for caring for something but a big chance that the related person never cared about it.
All I can say, coming to New Zealand is one of the right decisions I've made.
Among the other irreversible ones. In the past. I can't forget.
But everyday I move forward, the more I loathe your selfishness.
And the undeserved treatments you gave me.
The tears shed, was meant for someone who was worthy.
Bastard, you have no idea how much you made me go through alone.
Gawd I really sound so retarded.
And I actually have loads of work to do. Good bye.
PS: this is so totally unrelated to the title of the post.
Labels: Averages
Mar 8, 2010
The awesomeness of today. Would be how serene I felt after last night's crying.
Gawd, I'm not a cry baby ok? Don't get the wrong idea.
It's time to rock and roll I tell you. You better watch out!
I don't want to be that shy Asian girl in class. In the midst of hundreds of people. Or anywhere.
I want to make the biggest yet great impressions wherever I go.
Be that outstanding person.
LOL.
What has gotten into me?
ANYWAY, today I only had FCOM111 lecture and tutorial for MGMT101.
Honestly, this all feels alot like during first few weeks of Sociology class.
I have no idea what the fuck these lecturers are talking about.
Man, and all the "I'm really bad in essays" bull shit will happen all over.
Curse this disability of mine.
So, I made a point to be realllllllly the most smart working ass I can be. You know, instead of blaming on my born weaknesses. Cause it's pointless.
About my accommodation..........HMM. WTH. I'm most probably going to get settled by this week. I've already got a place, just waiting to sign the legal documents.
What's holding me back is that it's $230 per week and the lease is at least 10 months. I won't be in NZ during summer.
A lot of calculations to do.
Econs lecturer would say, what's the opportunity cost??
To agree to the terms or reject??
Other than having my brain occupied by accommodation issues, I've got an assignment for MGMT101, 1500 words. With lots of irritating formats to follow. ZZZ. The worst part about assignments is referencing. I absolutely hate it.
ROAR.
Oh, and my MGMT tutor is actually a 2nd year student, who looks a teeny bit like Carrie Underwood.
Cool huh?
Uni is so much better than college.
So far.
I hope this goes on.
And on.
And even better. =D
So....
Peace out people, I'm gonna kill some MGMT, ECONS and ACCY now.
Labels: Averages
Mar 7, 2010
I'm going to be stretched to the point of exhaustion, fatigue.
I will say one final day, that you don't mean anything to me.
And I will move on, no matter how much you may think of me in the end.
Cause I'm not there to know, I'm not there to feel the same way.
I'll just erase you. Only leaving a trail of dust, remains of something meaningful but when the wind blows, there's nothing left.
It's easy enough at this point.
I'm better off with someone else.
You wouldn't know who I'm talking about.
Until I actually do, erase.
And then you'll finally know how I feel about you. Bitch.
Labels: Mood swings
Mar 5, 2010
10.49am
I just finished my classes for the week. In the library, waiting for stupid appointments that has been making my bad days this week.
Stupid Victoria. I blame it all on you!!!!!
I'm still stuck at where I am, which is in Tawa. I've not gotten a permanent accommodation YET.
Just handed in application forms for 3 apartments. With so many other people to compete with, there's such little chance that I would get something. Bummer.
I need some intervention from God.
Jeez.
Neways. First week of Uni wasn't that bad.
I think I kinda have a sucky Accounting teacher.. Pity those who are newbies in Accounting cause she's quite bad in presenting her points well and it's extremely crucial for students to understand each little detail.
Not to be so judgemental, but usually my predictions are pretty reliable. Just wait and see.
FCOM and MGMT are alright. The subjects pretty much has alot to do with self-reading. So, I'm not too worried about those two.
ECONS... Well, I would say I quite like it. The lecturer is quite good. Which I'm very thankful for! Imagine getting a sucky Econs teacher, things are gonna get so ugly (our grades, that is).
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Got lots to study over the weekend. But Shen will be coming down from Auckland tonight. Looks like Plan A is busted.
Plan B , which is to have fun, and not touch my books, seems most probable.
At this point, where I'm frustrated and shitty about the whole accommodation thing,
I don't really care how I waste my time.
Gosh I'm tired.
Labels: Averages
Mar 2, 2010
Today after class, Hau and I went to Lambton Quay to have lunch.
I think it's gonna be a regular thing, having lunch in that area.
I've finished my class for the day, but Hau had a 4pm class, ha, sucker!
Anyways, after he left, it was about 2.00pm, I'm supposed to meet Aunty at the train station about 3.50pm.
Yay.
I have time all to my self.
I did what I always do, explore.
It's what I always do when I have time and I'm alone if I'm in the city.
Went into a few bookshops cause I wanted to get an Econs Dictionary but many of them are out of stock. But I found it in the 3rd book store anyway. Yay me~
Also, I've always wanted to go to this clothes shop called Pagani, but I've no idea where it is, not even in which street.
So, random walking, strolling, and it was raining slightly, lucky enough, I did find it on Willis Street not too long after.
I tried out quite a few attires but it didn't quite fit my body. Apparently, I'm TOO Asian. Darn.
But I did get myself a red dress, hence the title of this post. =D
I got it a size smaller than the one that fitted me alright now.
Cause I need and I know that I WILL, that I MUST lose some weight.
Not gonna push myself to lose 10kg this year (crazy a), but well, just live healthily.
It's like a promise to myself you know? I can't wear this dress now. But later I will.
And I'll wear that very same dress on my first real date.
Believe me, I will some day. =)
Labels: Hope
Mar 1, 2010
It's 4.49pm now and I'm back in Tawa (the place I'm temporarily staying).
Today's first day of uni! AHHH, pretty excited this morning cause I've been waiting for this moment for too long.
Class starts at 1pm today and is the only class I have on Mondays at the moment. Got up early, took my time to get ready.
Then a train to Wellington Central reaching like 10.40am maybe? and hung around the city even longer till it's time to go for class.
All the time, what the EFF was wrong with my left eye or contact lenses. It felt like something was pricking my eye at the side. I took it out and back in, but still the same thing.
JEEZ.
It's brand new lar.
Babi..............................
Neways, class was just about introductions. What to do, what to expect, what to attend and alot of "what"s more... By the way, it's FCOM111 I'm having. Bought my student notes at the Vic book store. It looks pretty mean. Cause the layout, not even talking about the content yet, looks boring enough to kill me.
Sigh.
Do not judge a book by it's cover, which is what everyone would say.
I've not dug my nose into the pages yet but I don't have a good feeling about this one.
Later on after class ended, I went back to Lambton Quay with Hau to Mac D's for some lunch. The cones here are HUGE and only 60 cents. But tastes different...
And I found out.... There's no choco top here...
THe HORROR...!!
I miss Malaysia's Mac D's sundae cone!!
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I'm sitting at the desk, facing a really big window. Clouds passing by, but one with a shape like a helmet but now it's gone.
The wind is strong, well, it IS always strong.....
I love this serenity.
This new life that I'm embarking on, I'll take extra care with my footsteps.
I don't want to go through what I've been through the past year again.
I don't want to be in the same place where I was last year, so many sufferings began.
I don't want to be hurt all over in the end, and not a slightest gain.
When I was with you.
You were my pain.
Labels: Averages
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