Sometimes I feel Life's a joke.
Well, honestly who doesn't? When things get f***ed up we all throw our hands into the air and wonder what we've done wrong to deserve whatever it is and say, "You gotta be kidding me!!!, SHIT....!!"
Today, I want to feel pure exhaustion, physically cause I'm already fatigued mentally.
Right now, I feel like beating the crap out of my brain. Or exercise some punches and kicks to a punch bag as a victim of my mood swings, but I don't have one. I want to feel a little bit sore, a little pain. Or maybe I want excruciating pain.
I wonder how sadistic I can get. This is scary.
Music, blasting in my ears. Frantic electric guitar players on their instruments like rock gods. Drummers hitting hard, drumsticks almost flying as it beats up and down, creating sound and vibrates down my spine. I want some hard core activity. Yes, some rock and roll. A sort of ecstasy for my physical body, draining all my energy.
Life's done it again.
And you know what,
Maybe it's just PMS.
Stupid Girl.
It's simply stress and some bad shit in the past... So you know what to do, forget those ugly son of bitches and carry on with life!( forgive me for being crass in your comment. ) Think of the good things in your life and hang on tightly to them... Don't ever release 'cause those nightmares will be in the present again the moment you loose your grip... And yeah, good luck with your current problem, whatever that is:p
Back then i think it's not really PMS, just that i'm teased to much for being a spare tayar. ISHH...
Gah, thanks alot for ur support, and i do feel it appropriate to call the ones who've been messing my emotions "ugly son of bitches" lol.
N yeah, no prob... S.O.Bs will always be what they are... So rock on!