You know, sometimes when I try to cling on to the past even though I know it's not the same any more, or that I'm doing it for the sake of the past, unless that person was exceptional, divinely appointed by God, a life-long relationship, I solely believe it's a waste of time.
I should master this soon. Because ahead of me, I see doors of opportunities, faces I've never met before, hands I've never shaken, hearts never known. My heart is filled to the brim that it cannot contain anything new. If I close myself up and if I still will myself to be chained by the ghost of my past, I think there's no point in me being in a new place with new friends, because wherever I go, I'm still haunted by the very same thing.
So,
with the power that I possess, that God has bestowed on me.
I want to break free.
And never look back.
To learn, not, forget.
To run forward, and not, away.